11.19.22 Fatigued

The things that I used to enjoy doing have suddenly become difficult. Phone calls, journaling, hanging with friends. The mere thought of entertaining these activities drains me completely. Which is surprising because I didn't think it was possible to be more exhausted than I am right now. What is pulling all my energy? I want to do and accomplish so much, yet each task brings with it a wave of exhaustion. No matter how much I sleep, nap, rest, chill; I am always fatigued. I want to continue writing this, but secretly I am wishing my heavy eyes would be closed. It's still early. Why am I so tired?